fuilu Song Lyrics

fuilu by Blackbear

I miss you, but I never really knew you at all
Forget you, here’s to all the years with no calls
Run through all these thoughts in my mind
f**k you, I love you at the same time

I love you, but it’s f**k you
Never really trust you
Another f**king birthday
I ain’t heard from you
Tighten up my loose ends, clean the drugs from my head
Wake up feeling sick, I sleep with demons in my bed

Blank stares, blank chairs at every single table
Times we never shared that made me unstable
Wishing you were here because I need you now
You promised me that you would come around, yeah

I miss you, but I never really knew you at all
Forget you, here’s to all the years with no calls
Run through all these thoughts in my mind
f**k you, I love you at the same damn time
Whoa, whoa
f**k you, I love you at the same time
Whoa, whoa
f**k you, I love you at the same damn time (Love you at the same damn time)

I love you, but it’s f**k you
Never really come through
Pieces of my heart, fallin’ apart and coming unglued
Heard you in a better place, only God could judge you
I love you, but it’s f**k you (I love you, but it’s f**k you)

Blank stares, blank chairs at every single table
Times we never shared that made me unstable
Wishing you were here because I need you now
You promised me that you would come around, yeah, yeah

I miss you, but I never really knew you at all
Forget you, here’s to all the years with no calls
Run through all these thoughts in my mind
f**k you, I love you at the same damn time
Whoa, whoa
f**k you, I love you at the same time
Whoa, whoa
f**k you, I love you at the same damn time

Erase the parts of me I wish would die
The memories I made when you were alive
Now the only thing that really gets me through is knowing
That I’ll be a better man than you
And if you wanna know the truth, the truth is

I miss you, but I never really knew you at all
Forget you, here’s to all the years with no calls
Run through all these thoughts in my mind
f**k you, I love you at the same damn time
Whoa, whoa
f**k you, I love you at the same damn time
Whoa, whoa
f**k you, I love you at the same time